Sunday 0211am - Still at my office doing some paper work. Yup, that's the reality of life. Long time ago, my parent told me, " If you want a great job, great money, and great life, you must study hard. Study smart. Must get straight A's. CGPA must be 3 point above. Don't stop now, study further. Go oversea, get a International Cert." Yes, I done all that, err, still working some of it. And yet, I believe most of my friends who choose different path, at this time, sleeping at home, enjoying weekend with lovely family, nothing to worry about. Me? Stuck here in the office with some guy friends - Oh, I really hope that we have cute girl staff. At least I can get some entertainment, lol - working on some report for meeting this Monday.
I'm not complaining. Like I said before, I love my job. This is the path that I choose. Doesn't matter if I had to stay awake until morning, sacrifice my weekend, not to mention about my sweet time with my family. I really hope they understand my dreams. It's not like I want to be billionaires. I just want happiness in my life. If not now, later. Yes, many people said that money can't buy happiness. But I can't let my family become homeless. I can't let my family eat can food everyday, or eat once per day. Forget about vacation, how about just to pay a visit to parent house? I have to pay for fuel, if I have a car. Public transport? Need money also. Malaysia is not First World Country where some special people can get exemption from paying public services.
I live in the time where money is everything. Money make the world spinning, some said. Work hard or work smart, it doesn't matter anymore. The point is, whatever I do, I want to generate income. Not for myself only, but for my family. Today I may feel pity for my self. 5 years later, 10 years later, big smile on my face. Even if I in heaven - amin!- at that time, I want to smile looking at my child(s) from up above. Yeah! Work, work, work... Money, money, money...
